So today’s post is not a follow on from my story, that post will come soon!
But tonight, I’ve had a good chat with my sister! We’ve spent a good hour talking about how rubbish our situation is!
(Did I mention that she is having fertility treatment too? My gorgeous nephew is a little miracle baby!)
I think I’ve cried now for a good hour and a half at least! My poor husband walked up the stairs to find me on the phone in tears! Didn’t have a clue what to do, so he brought up my glass of wine! He’s a gooden’!
I’m waiting to have a meeting with the matron of my fertility clinic to discuss the poor treatment I have had so far! And I am petrified, to put it nicely!
I don’t know why, but I feel as though I’m going to get in trouble! Why?! Im going to discuss the how my treatment has been so poorly mis managed over the past 3-3.5 Years!
Why do I feel nervous! My gorgeous sister kindly went through what I need to discuss! I’m so worried that it’ll all be forgotten though! We’re going to get together before hand to write it all down! I’m fully expecting to burst into tears when I walk into the room!
Anyway! Just thought I would write and say, it’s ok to have some time every now and then to have a good cry! And, I mean, I have had a full on ugly cry tonight! Sometimes it’s needed, sometimes it’s justified, and sometimes it just feels damn good!
Waiting For The Dream 